With Him♥♥♥♥

Never let me go...

2010-03-21T11:11:00.008+05:30

Its almost a year. Yes Lord, its been a long time. Life is treating me with a lot of pleasant surprises. And what is it now? Oh my sweet Lord, its so beautiful. I'm being loved more and more. And its eternal. I'm so happy. My Lord, I 've been surrounded by people who love much so much.Those special people who have changed my life forever and make me feel happy forever. But I know Lord, at times when I'm with them, I tend to leave you behind. Lord I really dont want to do that any more. All that I own , all that I have, all that I am is everything from you. And I always belong to you. Never let me go away from you...

Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
'Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You
You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near

I Love You!

2009-02-13T19:52:00.004+05:30

Hi Jesus,
Tomorrow is valentines day.. Nothing else to say....
My love... Love of my life I LOVE YOU!

You Alone

2009-02-04T20:11:00.005+05:30

Yesterday I saw one dream.. Jesus you know what it is! And its pondering me a lot.... Jesus I don't want to think about it.... Abba take it away... And let your love alone surround me.... I just want you alone...

Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed renewed
Flowing from the grace that I found
In You
Lord I've come to know
The weakness I see in me
Will be stripped away
By the power of Your love
Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side
And as I wait
I'll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
By the power of Your love
Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love as You live
In me
Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds my life
In living every day
By the power of Your love
Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side

Miss you Daddy

2009-02-03T19:49:00.004+05:30

Its 8pm. I'm still in office, waiting for Rajju(my hostel mate). No one is round. All have left from ODC... But I like this... I like being lonely... Always I've been surrounded with people... Lots n lots of friends wherever I go...Its not that I don't like their presence.. But its like I miss some one's presence amongst them... He's none other than my love..my Jesus... If I'm always with my friends, I'll not be able to speak with him... sorry Jesus:-(

I've been longing for this loneliness since Daddy left me...Daddy leaving me was like ,I was under the shade of a big banyan tree; and suddenly one day it was cut off from my life...It has left a big void in my heart..and no one else can fill it... other than Jesus....The only one; on whose shoulder I can lay of my head...I find so much comfort and care when I'm With HIM...

Lord Jesus, you know how much I miss Daddy. The very thought of him will flood my eyes.But I wont cry dear.Beause your love is filling my void heart....And today I'm living with your great promise ;I'll meet my daddy soon.........

Love you Jesus...Umma

Love this mystery!

2009-01-20T19:56:00.005+05:30

After such a long break I'm writing in this blog. And during this little span of time my life has changed a lot.In fact I'm facing to another picture of Milanie!!The previous post I wrote was when I was put into my first project.Now as I write this post I'm in another office assigned to another project. Everything got changed. New people..new surroundings...new hostel...and many more new friends... Life is so strange that you cannot predict where it leads you... I love this... Its like a mystery... and I enjoy this mystery!

Atlaaast!!!

2008-04-28T17:00:00.007+05:30

Hey, atlast i got my first project in my first company.Thank god.Its a banking project.My trainer Varadaradj is gonna be my Project Lead.I need to take certification in banking but frankly i dont like banking stuffs.Unfortunately i've to.But the worst part is my work place shifted to Navallur.Its a bare land away from chennai.Now I 've to travel more than 2hrs from my hostel.So now I'm thinking of shifting my hostel.Hope I'll get a better place.Jesus I need a hostel near to any church so that I could come and visit you daily.

Above all I'll miss all my friends.I'll miss the carrom play,the train journey and all the fun that I used to enjoy with Divya, Rajani, Safeer, Sujith, Remya, Varun, Thambi, mohammedali, kathir annan...

Hope u all will join me at Navallur....good bye all.....

Happy B'day Papa!

2008-04-16T14:59:00.004+05:30

Hey,today is our holy father's birthday.
Pope Benedict XVI is the 265th and reigning Pope, by virtue of his office of Bishop of Rome, the spiritual head of the Roman Catholic Church, and as such, Sovereign of the Vatican City State.He was elected on 19 April 2005 in a papal conclave, celebrated his Papal Inauguration Mass on 24 April 2005, and took possession of his cathedral, the Basilica of St. John Lateran, on 7 May 2005. Pope Benedict XVI has both German and Vatican citizenship. He succeeded Pope John Paul II.
Benedict XVI is a well-known Roman Catholic theologian and a prolific author, a defender of traditional Catholic doctrine and values. He served as a professor at various German universities and was a theological consultant at the Second Vatican Council before becoming Archbishop of Munich and Freising and Cardinal. At the time of his election as Pope, Benedict had been Prefect of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith (curial heads lose their positions upon the death of a pope) and was Dean of the College of Cardinals.
During his papacy, Benedict XVI has emphasized what he sees as a need for Europe to return to fundamental Christian values in response to increasing de-Christianisation and secularisation in many developed countries. For this reason, he proclaims relativism's denial of objective truth—and more particularly, the denial of moral truths—as the central problem of the 21st century. He teaches the importance for the Catholic Church and for humanity of contemplating God's salvific love and has reaffirmed the "importance of prayer in the face of the activism and the growing secularism of many Christians engaged in charitable work."

Mighty to save

2008-04-14T12:21:00.010+05:30

"Savior you can move the mountains
My god is mighty to save
Jesus mighty to save...."

Hi abba, its really a good song.You alone is mighty to save....Last day ,the time I spent with you during the night vigil at santhome was awesome lord;Beautiful time of praise and worship with you lord.Dony chettan's session was beyond words.I really felt the presence of holy spirit flowing through him and amongst us.It was a nourishing and enlightening talk for all of us.Bless dony chettan in all his missions lord.
All through the time of adoration I was praying for all my friends in hostel.Before ,I never thought that all the faces which seemed to be very happy, had a painful heart inside.Some of them are in great trouble due to their relationships.Lord you know everything.I wish they could get rid of all these troubles.Abba I see so many people around me ,really struggling in their lives.Many are suffering due to their fault decisions which they've made in the past.Now they think if they could come out of it,but they feel its too late for them to escape from those tangles.It seems like a dilemma for them.But lord you are the mighty one.You alone can save us.Jesus do miracles in their lives.Jesus give a chance for them to see your glory in their weakness.Shower upon them your grace lord.Father I know you have a deep compassion towards them;for they are also your children.And I'm sure that your paln for them will be the best.

Lord I submit all my friends and all those people around me.Bless us lord.Grab us into your mighty hands ,so that we'll never get aparted from your eternal peace and love. Abba you are the faithful one.The rock on which we stand.Your words wont change in time and you keep all your promises.I'm sure that your can calm the storms in the lives of many around me.Bless us.Let the world proclaim your glory:-)

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest"
Mathew 11:28

Bless Chennai

2008-04-11T10:26:00.008+05:30

Hi abba,thanks for giving me one more day to experience your love.Today as I was on the way to office,my eyes went through the people in slums on the road sides of chennai.They are often a morning sight for me.I always wonder why these people became like this.Feels a deep pain in my heart as they are also beloved for you abba.The little infants on road crying out for food,the lonely old aged ones,the untidy ladies selling flowers and fishes,the shouting young men......really feels very sad about the way they are.But I know you have some plan out for them.Lord I wish if I could do something for them.Abba make me your instrument so that I could go out and do something useful for your people.Lord bless my mission land.Do wonders in chennai....:-)

My day in office

2008-04-10T14:33:00.012+05:30

Hi abba,One more day added up..... Feels very bored in office..... Feeling very sleepy..... Its been 6 months since I've joined my company....But still in Bench.....But I'm having gr8 time with my friends in office...we used to play carroms... Me,divya , rajani, safeer,sujith, remya, varun... All of us are having gr8 fun in cafeteria....But not doing any work..... thought of taking certifications.....Have to take INS21 and SCWCD in a couple of months.. May be in the month of may we'll be put in projects.....Lets be optimistic..... Looking forward for some productive days in my company...:-)

Hey Jesus! I created my own blog

2008-04-09T12:07:00.005+05:30

Jesus,this is the first time i'm writing in a blog....feeling gr8!!

I dont know 4 wat purpose i've created it...but definitely u have a major role in it....i think we can have our conversation thru this...wat u think of dis idea???these days we were chatting thru my diary....nw v can use my blog 4 it....hope we'll be having a lot of fun in the coming days:-)